were just ordinary people we dont know which way to go.. cause were ordinary people maybe we should take it slow..
so jay (my boyfriend) is flying to america right now &i'm just laid in bed listening to depressing songs (which isnt really helping) feeling sorry for myself.
he left at 4 this morning &ive just spent the whole morning balling my eyes out because im a loser like that.
i know its only two weeks ¬ forever but its just so hard when im used to seeing him everyday &him being there cuddling me every night.
but what sucks the most is its my 18th on wednesday &our 10month anniversary &he's not going to be here with me
moan over!
